When you learn of something that is difficult to accept its hard to think that you'll get over it. When thoughts consume you and you become angry, but you want to be left alone. Its crazy how things all happen at once and you feel that your out of control, and fear that your brain may actually explode! Its hard to accept that you can't change the past even though you'd do anything to travel back to change things. What is best to focus on is to ensure that the future is built upon to ensure the same mistakes are not made and to ensure you do the best you possibly can for your children.
The very thing that is helping us through the current bad patch is extremely supportive people around us, people that don't fight your view point that reassure, and people that can clearly also see a difference between right and wrong. I'm so happy for my children to grow up with such great role models to show them the way.
I'm also extremely greatful to reconnect with people near and far after making a few changes to our current situation however distant I've been and lost my way a bit its so reassuring to know that they are still there.
This thought process may all seem a bit cryptic I'm afraid at this time I can't write too much, but maybe in time I'll feel strong enough to talk in more detail, I just wanted to thank all the people who help through good times and bad.
This thought process may all seem a bit cryptic I'm afraid at this time I can't write too much, but maybe in time I'll feel strong enough to talk in more detail, I just wanted to thank all the people who help through good times and bad.